I sometimes find myself wanting a best friend, or I guess a friend in general. I have acquaintances rather than friends, and I’m fairly sure it’s my own fault. I don’t like talking about myself. I don’t enjoy doing activities or hobbies with other people. I work alone from home. Hanging out overall stresses me out. So I just avoid people all together. But just maybe if I could meet the right person. Maybe someone as level headed as me, or just someone who wouldn’t be put off by my stoicism. It’s just how I am. Maybe then… Well I don’t really know what then actually. . . I’ve felt like I’ve had friends before, but it has always been brief. It’s unclear to me. Maybe I should learn how to be friendly before trying to make a friend of my own.

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