My ex’s ex is my friend currently. She is his first love. And he loved her a lot. I genuinely want to be her friend. She is really pretty, prettier than me. I cannot help but get jealous at times and hate my own face for no reason. I cant help but try being like her. Trying to be someone i am not. My ex and i broke up 2 years ago. But she is still my friend. She is really a nice girl. And i do not want any kind of jealousy or hatred for her. My ex was still in love with her when he and i were in a relationship.
