I want to text the guy i sleep with, i want to be touched, held, and f*** by him. but he is engaged to a man and i dont want to mess with that. But he knows my body , my kinks, my buttons that really turn me on. I dont want to lost that, he is (at the moment) the only man that knows how to please me and really give it to me the way i like. I want to feel good again, i want to be pleased again but i cant.
