Life (at least that’s what they

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Life (at least that’s what they call it) is one big pile of s***. Daily I am weighed down with feelings of doubt, hatred of others, self hatred, anger, guilt, depression debilitating fear of people, et cetera. I feel like something is tormenting me, like a demon or a spirit or something, I don’t know. Because I am constantly being bombarded by feelings of hatred for god and hatred for religion. Lately I have been desiring to destroy any and all things religious. I wish I could burn a mountain of bibles. I would even like to destroy god. Completely wipe him away from human memory, but I know that is an impossibility. How could anyone love a god who allows evil people to prosper and live abundant lives while little babies are raped, tortured, murdered and starved to death right in front of his very eyes? I could never love a god who does that.

I just want someone to feel pain like I feel it. With each passing day, the need to hurt others grows and grows. The desire to end my own life is just as strong. I am just so sick to f****** death of feeling trapped by “LIFE”. What is the point of life anyway? We eat, sleep, s*** and scramble around struggling to make ends meet. We’re all going to die anyway, so what is the point of prolonging things? If you really think about it, we are all better off dead. One bullet to the head and we could be free from all of the b******* that life throws at us. I know I am just rambling but I just needed to get this off of my chest. I don’t give a f*** if anyone reads it. I just needed to say it.

Hate and anger are the only real things in my life.

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  • People are unimportant. People are small and they usually only want what’s good for them; they only want what’s beneficial to them. They look forward even if that direction is backwards. They cannot perceive it as anything else but forward. They have targets even if the targets are as meaningless as a third wheel. Their sight does not span from one end to the other but stays fixed, ahead, straight. And if something’s not straight, if something is skewed a little to the left or to the right of their view, they don’t see it; they can’t see it. But that narrow margin of sight they have is so small and benign; but it’s big in that it contains many things people value so highly. It contains money, business, fame, popularity, reputation, sex, lust, dominance, greed… to name a few. And this distracts them and blinds them from the other 359 degrees of sight. Instead of breaking their walls, they seek to fortify them and make themselves feel better. Offense is the best defense, yes? Do not reflect, but bring them down before they can make their own point. And they have the nerve to say ignorance is bliss? Ignorance is bliss? My friend, you are the shining example of a socially constructed and constrained slave. One that’s kept in bounds, taught there, checked here, bought there, worn here, sought there, labeled here, designed there, destroyed here. Ignorance is bliss? They follow blind traditions and faiths like a dog follows the commands of its master. They do not seek to question because they fear the unknown and it is that lack of questioning which keeps them in the zone, ignorant, living the life of “bliss.” Go ahead, live your life of “bliss.” If it is what you choose, I am not here to say or do anything to make you change your choice. But if you are capable of realizing the truth or rather the lack of truths, take the opportunity and cast aside “life” and accept life. And if hate and anger will lead you on that path, then why not? Just tread carefully and be careful what you think.

    T.A.

    Anonymous December 11, 2011 1:15 pm Reply
  • Go fuck yourself. You fucking idiot.

    Anonymous December 11, 2011 11:22 pm Reply
  • I feel pain and anger. Everyone I loved is dead and I can’t punish the one’s that are responsible. But fuck it, you should probably just kill yourself and be done since you can’t handle life. But what do I know?

    Anonymous December 12, 2011 2:00 am Reply
  • I think you are possessed. You should go to an exorcist or smth. I’m not kidding, even it may look like. Do something until it’s too late. Before trying to change something in the world we have to do that on our lives. If this is messed up, how can you change the world? Obviously I don’t understand what you’ve been through so you ended up like this. But don’t let those bad feelings destroy you. I bet they can be changed to something else. Extremes are more closer one to each other that we can imagine. May the God you hate help you…

    Anonymous December 12, 2011 6:06 am Reply
  • To not believe in God or in a god does not mean you are possessed, as… compelling… as the evidence may be…

    T.A.

    Anonymous December 12, 2011 11:18 am Reply
  • I have another opinion. When you don’t believe in God that’s ok. But when you have rage and hatred against it it proves that you believe in it but are in opposition with it at the same time. How do you call this? I know better what I’m saying…since I saw such people who are victims of infernal influences.

    Anonymous December 12, 2011 8:13 pm Reply
  • That’s a good point. Something has to exist for you to be mad at it.

    T.A.

    Anonymous December 12, 2011 9:43 pm Reply
  • It fact it doesn’t matter. This guy has no help in this discussion. Who knows what he lived to become like this? Theory is useless…

    Anonymous December 14, 2011 5:50 am Reply

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