Im a chronic liar, i always have been, but it’s gotten worse in recent years, but unlike most, i legitimately try to believe my lies, and so once i lied about having a voice in my head something malicious, and i tried so hard to believe it that a voice actually came, it was horrible, it made me wanna kill myself it said everything i didn’t wanna hear, it reminded me of what i was to the world, i had to deal with the monster I created for two years, id look myself in the eyes in a mirror and i could swear that the other side of that mirror was not me, it was him, I was so scared but couldn’t reach out for help, and finally after two years he’s gone i think it’s been about 3 months and i don’t think I’ve heard from him, but there’s still one major problem, im still a chronic liar, and im scared for what my next big mistake is
