I have always been self conscious but I have never told anyone. I nevereally felt pretty or beautiful even though people say I am I think they are lying. I hate to think of these things. I love my friends but sometimes they “ship” me with this guy and it makes me sad as he probably doesn’t like me and I don’t want to have feelings for someone. Ik it’s a joke but sometimes little things really hurt. Like if someone commento on my appearance isn’t can’t forget about it. Like someone says I had flat feet and I can remember even though they said this three to four years ago. My appearance matters a lot to me, even if it sounds bad, I always have hope for new things but it doesn’t work making things worse. I can easily just point out all the thing I don’t like and want to change like my eyes are too small and my nose is too wide. It’s too many to list. I don’t like how I feel and when I sit near friends who are beautiful and then you. I even try keeping my head down in public places so people can’t see me. I really don’t like his feeling. It makes everything harder. I don’t want to tell anyone as I feel like they would judge or I’m just doing this for attention but I’m not. I don’t know what to do or who to talk to.

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