• 6 years ago
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I have a girl that is, and always will be the only one. She’s a part of me, and I’m a part of her, and I would never, ever put that in jeopardy. She’s my childhood sweetheart. She saved my soul.

You have a boy now that is perfect for you too, and I’m unbelievably glad for you: you deserve him, just like I deserve her. He’s a good man.

But every time I see your photo, there’s a part of my heart that breaks into a hundred pieces.

I’m 17 on a coach through Paris, your head’s resting on my sholder and your hand is held in mine. We shouldn’t be, but we’re in love. Innocent and simple.

Even though I had my true love here all the while, there’s a part of me that will always be in love with you, and I will die without having ever kissed your lips.

Once in a while, you’re going to keep me up at night. Once in a blue moon, it’ll be bad enough to have me posting anonymous confessions online. A part of me wishes I kept you up sometimes too, though mostly I’m glad you’ve long moved on. You were always so elegant, I was ungainly and imbalanced. I’m not the sort of guy that keeps a girl up at night, unless it’s my snoring.

The rest of the time, I hope I can be a good friend to you. I’m so sorry I haven’t found the courage to answer your messages for so long now. I hope it hasn’t hurt you too much. I truly just want to be a good friend again. I promise I’ll be there soon, if you can forgive me.

Fall back into place.

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