I wish I could see you more. We’ve never even seen each other’s faces yet my love for you is stronger than I can fully comprehend. All of these crushes, yet they all become nothing when I think of you. Everything you’ve said to me and everythinv I’ve said to you for these past few years. How much you’ve helped me grow and the valuable wisdom you give. Once you even broke up with me because you saw I wasn’t ready back then. If anyone says I shouldn’t trust you because of how busy you tend to be, they’re a liar. I’m sorry for getting into such deep trouble that I couldn’t come online for months, and I missed the time you were able to talk to me. Please don’t assume I’m never coming back to see you, I messaged you now that I’m back. I’m alive, don’t worry. I’m okay with it if you’ve moved on, as long as you’re happy and she treats you right and you at least tell me when you get back. All I want at this point is to know you’re alive and speak to you again. I’m so lonely without you. You are not only my boyfriend, but one of my best friends. A piece of me is missing without you, you and your words. I try to keep strong. You don’t deserve a weak, impatient girl. But I’ll admit that while I’ve never cheated on you, I look at other couples with jealousy, because they know when they’ll see each other next. Our blessing’s yet to come, but I’m aching.
