I met this guy at uni, I fell in love. It’s been a year now and my insides hurt me every time he is cold to me or tells me he’ll be busy next weekend (going to his “colegue” that is his best friend who is of cpurse a girl.) We talk a lot lately but I think that him (and everyone for that matter) talk to me just because I’m useful. I help at uni I study a lot. And that hurts. I lost a best friend too. She told me in an argument she doesn’t have anything to talk about with me. I feel uncomfortable just being around her now. And I cant say anything because I’m roomate with her. I wish I could talk to her and confess everything I’m feeling. It’s eating me out. It hurts physically and psychologicaly. And I think I’m depressed again
