Lately, I just feel like not doing anything. I think starting from next week, I don’t want to have lunch breaks with anyone, hangout or just even do anything social. I just wat to pretty much shut myself out for this temporary being because it’s too much. No matter where I go, I’d still feel the same; empty,bored,hopeless and just down. I tried talking to someone at least today…..a guy from grab..he was friendly. I like him. He’s a good guy. But yet even after talking to him not just him but anyone else, I’d still feel the same hopeless, bored and just that inside feeling not statified like a void. For now, being in college is the hardest, toughest and difficult part of my life now. I feel like quitting college actually since I can’t focus on this one particular assignment. All I want is just to pass my grades. I just don’t feel like caring anything now. Friendships, relationships anything….I just don’t want to care anymore tbh…
I do have a thing I wanted to do now though that is travelling alone to another country. I want to go to Kota Kinabalu, Auckland, Thailand, Hawaii
