• 6 years ago
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i feel like jumping off balcony right now.. this probably would be the last time somebody would hear from me… if you are curious then well you will never hear about me ever again on any american news or anything like on social media because 75% of the people living in this apartment dont even know that this depressed person lives here…. so just wanted to tell my backstory before i am gone… this has always been a case since childhood i am 18 now and since 5 it has been all abuse … so called father is a alcoholic and cigar addict and has spent his life wasting money on it i can see his alcohol stock piled up in that steel cabinet… and the mother she is a b****** would keep bashing me just because she lost money in stock market .. she doesnt like to cook food but still ends up doing it basing till cooking is finished.. i was always discouraged and i had and have and never will have friends in my life no siblings no hope my life is bland i dont own anything parents will spend money on crap stuff and gambling but wont give me a little money to buy a cheap android… I wanted to learn to code but i never got to do it… all girls treated me like a dirty gutter pig and i never had the opportunity to try anything new this depression kept killing and the doc said nothing was wrong with me….. yeah its like not letting live and not letting die my only hope was my old pc where i would pose as a different guy on internet on video games where i had friends where i was given a hope but now the gpu died on it….. yes i could learn to code on it but half of keys dont work on it as my anger and depression led me to bang it and i am typing using the virtual keyboard…. life was strange before the storm was amazing game and i hoped after changing myself i would get a friend like chloe got rachel…. but that never happened … maybe i failed to understand the world is a cruel place to thrive and i was a mistake being born here…. so maybe next time i will get a better life and a better hope……..the infinity is bounded by braces and i belong to null ……good bye world may never see you again ever….ps you neglected me but i still want to be with you anna…….

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  • If you are still alive, dont, I was in a place like you, then found someone who loves me, and soon, I am going to ask her to marry me. We need to keep going forward, through the struggle. Hang in there Bro 🙂

    Anonymous January 12, 2018 6:20 pm Reply

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