I’ve realized how my brother has bad anger issues and always lashes out on me for little things. he knows how to manipulate me into making me feel very awful about myself, and even though I know this, I still get upset over it. When I talk about a memory he doesn’t remember he always says I’m deluded or lying. He enjoys hitting and slapping my head for whatever reason. It really sucks that he know how to make me feel very behind and stupid. I’m really hitting the lowest points of my life right now, because after transferring to a new school, nobody wants to talk to me, and I sit alone during lunch. It’s really quite sad.. just before I moved, I was living the best of my life with many close friends and felt so motivated and confident to do things; doing well academically, but I guess that mood is a goner.
