Someone who was really close to my heart died 3 weeks ago. It was like a nightmare to me. I always thought of him as a cheerful and happy person, but he was suffering so much inside that he had to kill himself. I feel so guilty that I never tried to know what was going inside his mind. Now that he is not here, I want to hug him and want to tell him that I love him so much. I know many people won’t understand what it feels to lose someone really close to you. I want to forget everything but the memories of him keeps moving inside of my head. Like him, I also have a lot of things locked up inside my mind which only I know. I also want to kill myself but again after losing him I want to live for him. I am confused. Dear love, I hope you are in peace now. I hope all your sufferings have been erased. Stay happy in the bliss of heaven. I hope we will meet soon. I love you. I miss your smile, your voice, your presence. I miss you so much. It must have been really hard for you to endure. I am sorry I could not be there when you needed someone to share your hardships with. I promise I will always love you. I am sorry.
- 6 years ago
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This person did well and worked hard in his life. May he rest in peace.
I hope you will find peace as this person had.