For some time now, I’ve had a crush on this girl. We talk, we laugh, and have our moments…the only problem is that she is lesbian. I am aware the chances of her ever liking me are basically 0.5% and that is just me exaggerating. I have been told I must get over it, and I recognize that myself, but she is just so amazing, I’m not compatible with much people, so I do feel lonely at times which s****. But she is just beautiful and amazing in her own way, I love all her perfection and imperfections. She isn’t dumb, and she is not complicated like other girls, and in fact she is like the second girl I have been able to talk to, and actually have a conversation. I hate the fact that she is lesbian, not that I hate lesbians, but out of all the people, the one that seemed so compatible, turns out to be impossible to reach. Lately we have stopped talking, and it is most due to the fact I myself have been trying to distance myself, because otherwise she would notice I like her, which is weird and would definitely deteriorate what left of a bond I have with her. Man it just s****, and being completely real here, not only is she amazing, but her beauty is on another level. I ain’t gonna lie she has a great booty, and she look extra good in a bikini, I would know because we are on the same swimming team. Many times I’m like “F***” all that wasted potential, like she could have made any man happy any time of the century, s*** she looks so good, one fellow swim bud asked me if I could hook him up with her, and after telling him the truth he was shocked, he even said the same thing of her wasting her potential cuz she is so beautiful. I swear I have never had a crush that brings so much pain.
