I still have a strong crush on someone I used to consider a good friend.
I don’t know how she feels about me anymore, but she’s grown very distant. We’ve had more than a few bumps that only seemed to make things worse between us, especially since I really hated someone she considered a close friend who I saw as manipulative and overbearing.
I ache to even just have a friendship with her anymore, because I’ve never known a feeling so hollow as not even being able to talk to her.