• 6 years ago
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I think- no, I know I’m in love with one of my best friends… She always makes me smile, always knowing what to say to make me laugh, always getting my humour and having the same interests as me, and can be freaking cute sometimes. She can be the cutest person on earth, or the hottest. She is lately being more touchy and leaning on my back to look over my shoulder, sitting on my lap so we can watch videos or look at pictures and memes together… Yeah, she is perfect…
The painful thing is… I’m also a girl… She is as straight as a metal ruler… Even when she’s drunk she texts me “I love you, like a friend love XD” and it hurts. Only one other person knew I had a crush on her, but he also likes her so I backed off and said I’m over her… She likes him too, and I know they’ll get together soon… I can’t do anything about it!
I’ve overheard her and another friends conversation where they could never kiss another girl, but they’re fine with lgbtq+ as long as a girl doesn’t flirt with them… I have given her hints before and flirted, but she thought I was just being friendly and joking around… Ugh, I hate feelings, I just want to sleep my life away with music blasting in my ears to numb the pain

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