I finally have been able to tear some of my build up walls down. but every time i try, someone seems to be able to hurt me. I am mentally drained I dun have the feeling anyone actually likes me. My paranoia and anxiety are acting up again and I just want to be normal. to make normal friends and don’t think about everything I said wrong or anything I did that might have been weird. I just want to shut off the thinking. feel like a attention seeker when I try to talk about it. and I don’t want to be a burden.

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