I had a f****** relationship with a friend I’d known for 4 years. I was attracted to him for years perhaps without realizing but didn’t do anything about it because he had a girlfriend. He broke up half a year ago. We started becoming housemates and somehow, the idea of being FWB came along. I had no experience, not even dating and was exhilarated about the experience. We promised we would end things if either started dating. He found a girl and it ended just like it never happened. Now I hate myself for craving more and I hate him for using me. Why am I unable to make him feel for me? And now I have to deal with him dazing about this new girl he is dating every freaking day. I’m just stuck.
