i honestly sometimes feel i might be racist? like obviously speaking, i know being racist is wrong. anyone with any actual damn sense knows that, or at the very least were raised/were around enough decent people as a kid. But in recent years, i’ve started to notice certain trains of thought in my head whenever i see like someone who’s black, or someone who’s hispanic. i just gets this twinge in the back of my head, where im making all these assumptions and i have to actively stop myself from doing so. it’s kinda troubling.
it gets even more complicated since everyone is racially focused nowadays. people being racist to blacks, people being racists to whites, people ill-legitimizing each others points and ideas with dumb-ass excuses. i think it’s just starting to fuck with my head, and i don’t know how to talk about it.
