Still haven’t accepted that it’s over and we’ll never see each other again. The first day of August I woke up certain of that, and that I had to move on. Yet here I am two and a half months later, no contact, and still envisioning a future with her. I could look her up and maybe see where she is and what she’s doing but that’s potentially creepy behavior I don’t care how common it is, and it might just make things worse. From what I’ve learned over the years, closure doesn’t really exist. At I never seem to get any.
