Hello there, readers, I got something that I feel many have gone through but I can’t wait quote fund anyone to sympathize with about this.
I have been friends with a girl since 1st grade. We are still friends and are now in 9th grade.
She’s a really good friend and I can’t imagine my life without her.
When puberty came along, I developed feelings for her, both romantic and s*****, basically I just kinda loved her more than I had before.
Then after a while, she came out as a lesbian. I was not the nicest person for her for a year after hearing that, but after the pulse shooting, I saw how hate can hurt people in so many ways. I started treating her again with the respect I had before, long with my other LGBTQ friends.
Now everything is good, except one thing: I’m still madly in love with with her.
I want to get over her so bad, but is like I have no control over it, it’s a problem. It’s harder to be her friend, it upsets her girlfriend, and it is not healthy for me or her or our group at all.
I love her. Her personality, her kindness, her humor, face, body, everything.
I want to be friends with her, and not being depressed all the time and make her uncomfortable.