I want to die SO BAD.
I like this guy and I am chasing him like crazy, I constantly text him and suggest that we hang out, it’s SO EMBARRASSING because he already told me he is not interested in me and I never asked again about that but while I try to be his friend I know 100% that I am also in love with him. This is SO UGLY AND PAINFUL what is he thinking? I have no idea but I hate to see myself as a desperate needy thing, my confidence is pit falling and I feel awkward and almost disgusting. It seems like I can’t f****** help it. I just text him every day for some reason or another. I feel like a complete failure.
