i had a crush on this boy and i really like him. In the holidays i asked this boy that was friends with my crush to go shopping with my two friends and i.
i was beyond excited, everything was going so well, we looking at videos n my phone but on the way home the other guy showed my two friends a video, i was so confused and then he told me oh i ll let you see. when i saw the video the boy next to me that o liked kept saying dont be sad, its the truth. this videos was a voice recording that says i dont like her, she’s my friend. i got friend zone.
i was upset inside but i didnt want him to see that so i laughed and said haha ew i dont want to be friends with you. i really like him and i still do but now i feel like a knife got stab into my heart, i m hurt. i dont know what to feel right now. i keep coming back to him everytime i get hurt wising for hope , hoping that we will be together. but thats never gonna happen
people tell me to move on but i can’t there’s noway
i m hurt. i want to cry. i want to jump off a clif.
i want to die.
i want to have him.
i want it to be joke.
help
me.
