I wanna die. I have a plan and a note. I am so tired physically and emotionally and mentally. I have to lay in bed but I don’t sleep. I cry myself to sleep and I keep it top secret. I’m losing weight because I skip meals and just stare at it when I get food. I act happy but I wanna die thoughts of a suicide on a daily basics I’ve been wish to die since I was 13. I wanna quit and give and leave my friends. They are above me so why make them waste their time with me. I have a date. I have the motivation. I have the means. I have the time.
