I’m 13, and I always manage to f*** something up with friendships. Every. Single. One. Elementary school I lost all of my friends, middle school, because of me two best friends fought. I choose a side, I’m loosing her now. And high school, I may not make it. I can never manage to cut myself or bring my self to leave earth. But there are so many times of which I wish I could. Everything’s MY fault. I’m never the victim, I’m always the cause. I just want to NOT f*** something up. But it seems like that’s never going to happen.. I don’t know who I am.. I’ve changed myself to appeal to people. And I am lost in darkness cuz of my own s***** decisions.. my family loved me but they will never understand.. I’m spoiled s***** brat that doesn’t deserve to live, or to have love.

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