I am trying to leave her. 4 years together, yet the last year has just been pain. In that time, she was trying to fly to me, week after week, and failed. For a year straight. It killed my love for her, yet she’s still trying to leave for this country. And deep down I want her to stop.
You.. We met early in my relationship with her. I was naive, and didn’t understand that you liked me.
Now that’s the past, I know we’re just friends and you’d rather keep it that way. I like being your friend too, yet.. Somehow, I also want to know if we could ever be something? I was always faithful to her, but I can’t deny now that I was always deeply interested in you.
I’m a horrible human for all this. I’ve caused so much needless pain and doubt to you both.. And yet here I am?
