I have made decisions I regret. Sometimes reading an article, hearing people’s opinions, being in a certain locations, triggers me. I get anxious, hyperventilate and need to take a breather. Sometimes I immediately think of something else as to not be brought back to that dark place. I have accepted my choices. But when I have lingering thoughts on them I want to break down. I’m falling apart with a smile on my face. Please.. just let me die already.
