I’ve a bestfriend. We’ve been together for more than 10 years. Even tho we like to adressed ourself best friend but we never did what a best friend did. Like she don’t know anything about me, mostly just me figuring her. I don’t hang with her that much and when we meet randomly at outside we pretend to not see each other. But everyday we talks, about everything even the random stuff. Not a day goes by that we not talking. If one of us did, we always fight and find a way to each other. The thing about us is, we get jealous. Like when I’m hanging out with my others best friend she get jealous, even if I’m not replying her text she get jealous. As for me, I don’t know if I get jealous of her because she’s pretty and always get all the boys attention or I’m just in love with her. There’s no way we could be together. We both girls, and as long as I know she’s straight and so do I. But with all the jealous and more like best friend things makes everyone around us think that we’re a couple since with all the jealousy and stuff. But it’s never like that to us. I just hope that if I jealous of her because she’s always get the boys attention, I could stop it and just get over it and be happy for her but if it’s because I’m in love her, please god make it stop. It’s so against anything & I know I don’t have any place in this kind of relationship and it will make it more suffer. As my wish for this year, I don’t ask much. I just want to have someone to love me, in a legit relationship so I can discover me and forget her. Please god. I just want a nice guy to love me unconditionally . Is it too much to ask?
