I think of killing myself almost every day, I hear a lot of people telling me not to.
I will not do it.
But I don’t think they know how much it hurts, all the instagram kids how apload their self-harm injuries.
They don’t.
I don’t want people to know that I’m getting worse. Since my last psychology visit I mean.
I don’t want people to ask questions and I hate myself.
This is the only place I will ever say it cause I don’t want people to find out and try to “help” me.
