I’m lonely and depressed. Those who know about my depression try to talk to me and things but I know it’s because of a sense of duty, not because they enjoy my company. It feels so fake. Family bonds are fake. They don’t love me for who I am. Someone with a completely opposite personality and looks could have been born and they would be “loved” as I am “loved” because /family/
I really do feel that people will feel a purer form of emotion towards me if I died and honestly that’s better than staying alive in the midst of all these fake bonds
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You need to stay alive just to piss everybody off. Make your life seem awesome. Make them jealous. Even family. You WILL eventually find someone that shares this really deep connection with you. The hard part is opening up to rows and rows of turds before you get to the one golden nugget. Stay strong and never let them break you!