so there’s this girl I admire so much. she’s the same age as me and we used to be friends. after the first day of school one year, I hung out with someone else, and after that, that one fatal mistake, I lost complete connection with that group. I still absolutely admire her, but I am afraid of talking to her now. I’ve never had a crush before, Is this what having one feels like? am I lesbian? or is this just utter idolisation? I wish I could approach her…
