I hate myself for this. I lied about being in love and I’m still in a relationship with that person. At first (for like 2 months) I felt an amazing spark, but it soon went away because he wasn’t my type. So instead of telling him I feel this way, I keep my mouth shut and now I’m stuck in an 8 month relationship stressed out of my mind because I can’t take the guilt of knowing that I’m getting so much affection, and I give back fakeness. I know I’m a p************ for doing this, but I don’t know what to say. He so nice, caring and loving, and I don’t want to lose him either. Please help me get this guilt away or atleast give me some advice
