• 6 years ago
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After quite a complicated period in a relationship I became pregnant, shared with the father who seemed to be anything but happy about it. He was frankly mentally breaking, escaping to alcohol and weed, became paranoid and even questioned whether he’s the father. I love him still, but couldn’t bare looking at him falling apart like that. After my two previous abortions, termination really wasn’t an option for me anymore, not mentally nor physically as the last abortion left some serious scarring. Out of love I lied to him. I told him I terminated the pregnancy and then we discussed how it would be for the better to go our separate ways. I am heartbroken by my own actions, looking forward to the baby, but missing him so much and the unpredictability of what would happen if he found out that I didn’t terminate keeps me up most nights.

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