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I love my current girlfriend more than anything on this planet and I mean it when I say that she is the light of my life and I had a crush on her for two years and steady tried to ask her about before we finally said yes we have now almost been together for 2 years and about 5 or 6 months ago I did some very bad things me and her were going through a rough patch and I was feeling like she didn’t want me anymore and I felt like I wasn’t getting love and attention anymore but I still loved her so much so I vented out to several other girls who had interest in me and I had s** with 3 other girls and I have never felt so bad about anything In my life I regret this choice so much and it’s left me in so much sadness but I don’t want to loose her I have changed my ways and I’ve come close to almost doing things with other girls but than I think about it I don’t know why I get these feelings of being drawn to other women so much when I love this girl so much more than anything I could ever love anything else I hate myself for doing what I did but I know I can’t tell her because 1. She doesn’t deserve something like that being done to her and 2. Ik it sound selfish but I can’t loose her I treat her like a princess and for the past 6 months I have been the best boyfriend ever and she even says those things and means it we are about to move 14 hours away from our current city for college and I really hope it pushes us forward and helps me forget about these horrible descions I have made I am a new man and I will continue to do the right things I love this girl with all my heart and it’s my mission to only do good by her I’m sorry for what I have done and I hope I can be forgiven

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  • Why be afraid. Tell her though as if she finds out it will hurt her more. She clearly loves you and will understand.

    Anonymous August 8, 2017 11:31 pm Reply

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