I love my current girlfriend more than anything on this planet and I mean it when I say that she is the light of my life and I had a crush on her for two years and steady tried to ask her about before we finally said yes we have now almost been together for 2 years and about 5 or 6 months ago I did some very bad things me and her were going through a rough patch and I was feeling like she didn’t want me anymore and I felt like I wasn’t getting love and attention anymore but I still loved her so much so I vented out to several other girls who had interest in me and I had sex with 3 other girls and I have never felt so bad about anything In my life I regret this choice so much and it’s left me in so much sadness but I don’t want to loose her I have changed my ways and I’ve come close to almost doing things with other girls but than I think about it I don’t know why I get these feelings of being drawn to other women so much when I love this girl so much more than anything I could ever love anything else I hate myself for doing what I did but I know I can’t tell her because 1. She doesn’t deserve something like that being done to her and 2. Ik it sound selfish but I can’t loose her I treat her like a princess and for the past 6 months I have been the best boyfriend ever and she even says those things and means it we are about to move 14 hours away from our current city for college and I really hope it pushes us forward and helps me forget about these horrible descions I have made I am a new man and I will continue to do the right things I love this girl with all my heart and it’s my mission to only do good by her I’m sorry for what I have done and I hope I can be forgiven
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No. In fact you haven’t changed at all. You are just a lying piece of shit, scumbag using a girl who thinks you are faithful and mean the world to her. You don’t love her at all and you for sure DON’T treat her like a princess. So stop painting yourself as a hero.
You just enjoy the fact you can fuck other desperate girls and come back to the arms of your loving girlfriend. You say you’ve changed yet still lust after other pathetic girls like yourself. If you truly changed and regret what you did you will tell your partner and see where your relationship stands.
You aren’t afraid of losing her-your afraid of being alone and your just a loser.
Your ashamed and have low self esteem. You finaly got the girl you had a crush on for years, because you thought she could satisfy your every needs. And when she didn’t, you couldn’t handle it and decided to ruin it by sleeping around in hopes you would fuel your ego. But it hasn’t right? However you are right about one thing, your girlfriend doesn’t deserve to be with a douchebag like you.
Not once but over 3X you cheated on your girlfriend. You are just slime. You will NEVER find happiness by opening the legs of many girls and running back like the dog you are to your oblivious girlfriend (and anoymous websites like this). She will eventually find out, and when she does dump you (because cheating AND lying about will get you dumped) you will be all alone in your pathetic ways like before you dated. You will just be waiting for another poor girl listen to your sad worthless sob story of how you keep ruining your life and you don’t know why.
If you truly love her as you say you will be honest. And on the contrary she doesn’t need to be forgiven but you will need to forgive yourself for making this mistake. Moving away with her will only cause you to take your problems with you and she doesn’t desrve that.
Happiness and contentment can only be found within yourself but your too much of a fool to realize that. Life isn’t always about your wants and needs. if you felt unloved you should have let her know but you decided to be a coward. And you are still a coward for not telling her the truth yet still claim to have wonderfully changed into a new man.
People like you never change. And you shall remain unhappy and unfullfilled until the day you die.