As a boy growing up on the farm, I always helped the older guy down the road when he needed it, and he always paid. At age 16 I started letting him have s** with me, it lasted untill I was over 18. He didn’t force it on me, in fact most times I went over there for that reason. That was 20 years ago and I never thought anybody knew about it, but a few weeks ago me and my dad were talking about that old guy. Dad said he used to screw you all the time, but I figured you liked it or you wouldn’t have gone back over there, talk about feeling guilty, and ashamed.
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you might have felt guilty about it later, but I think its just because you found out that somebody knew about it, but back then you sure knew where to go when you wanted it.
your parents always know! guilt and shame? your father knew at the time and he loved you then and still loves you now. i would just go as far as embarrassed dude, you could of done far worse!