I just turned 16 and do know that I am pretty, have a nice shape and notice how the boys started looking at me for more than a year now. My mom works at night and is gone by the time I get home from school. There are two younger boys who live next door who I babysat for during the summer when their mom works and now after school each day until about 7pm. One is 9 almost 10 and the other is 12 and I started just by wearing revealing clothes or a bikini around them and their friends. As the sumer went on I began showering at their house sometimes and leaving the door open just enough for them to watch me. I do the same if some of their friends are there and I’m sure maybe 5 or 6 of them have also seen me naked many times. I feel guilty about it and am ashamed for doing it sometimes but it arouses me so much I have started m*********** almost everyday. I pretent I don’t know they are watching me sometimes when I m********* in their mom’s room on the bed and 2 of their friends have also watched a few times. I only leave the door open a few inches and each time just tell the boys I’m going to lay down for awhile. By now they know I am going to be be naked and m*********** when I tell them I’m going in their mom’s room. Most of the time now they are looking in before I even undress. Just disrobing ,knowing they are watching, is enough to arouse me. When I do lay on the bed naked I always expose myself as much as possible and have recently began shaving my pubic hair. Neither the boys or any of their friends ever tell me they saw me naked and I try my best to make it seem as though they are the ones who are peeking in on me. I’m sure they never tell thier mother about it and know she would be furious if she found out. I don’t know what made me start doing this but it just excites me so much I can’t stop. I have had a few boyfriends but I never had s** yet. I did let two of them touch me but that is all so far. When the boys or their friends see me naked I never feel guilty at the time. After I finish m*********** I feel ashamed of what I have done. I keep telling myself I will stop doing it but after a few days begin all over again.
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one of these days, and not too far off, the boy thats 12 will be 13, and things are going to go a little too far, and he’s gonna get it in you, and a 13 year old boy is old enough to breed a 16 year old girl, its gonna happen, so best stop teasing them now.
I don’t know who to feel more sorry for. Your sick childish ass or the poor boys whose innocence you’ve completely destroyed. Atleast now you know a couple of years from now, if college is not an option you can become a pornstar as you have no problem having an audience.
have you held any of them out a window yet?
– Nat
hey,u kno wat?
u can get rid of masturbation?
by praying..to JESUS.
im not asking u tu be religious as being religious freak me out..im talkin about having a relationship with GOD.(like a friend).
he’ll 4give U,no matta wat..
buh jus kno,dat ur body is gift from GOD..
ther may be gurls hu r not as pretty as U are,and u kno wat??
if they had ur BODY,they wud thank GOD fot it,rather than misusing.
im not condeming U…netiher does JESUS,he convcits U wen ur rong and expects U tu ask 4giveness..
only the devil condemns,GOD doesnt..
HE IS LOVE..
Ihad a friends. She was raped because of what u just did
Dont make the same mistake like my friend
better me than the next ones.
OMG! i totally agree with (4) 🙂
2. how do u shave ur pibic hair? :$ (with wht I mean?)
shame on people who critise or judge . confessing something private is a hard thing to do… as if you people are pure and does nothing but good…
hey 4, do you honestly think that praying to “jesus” is going to stop sexual urges? pfff I doubt it