I was twelve and a girl I had been friends with since childhood was sleeping over at my house, who I knew through church. The church I was part of believes homosexuality is wrong. It was so late out, I might’ve been sleepy, and I started becoming attracted to girls. She was sleeping next to me and I pecked her on the lips for about a second. No kissing sounds or anything, just me putting my face really close until our lips just touched awkwardly then pulling away quickly. But I feel guilty for two reasons: I kissed my friend and IT WAS A GIRL! I’ve been wanting to die because of it! I’m not a pervert, I promise! I just don’t feel okay because of it!
