I’m tired of everything, I hate my country and I hate our culture. I’m tired if leading on my future “wife”. Our relationship has become so emotionally devoid that fundamentally I want to use her to satisfy my biological urges. Nothing more, I don’t know what changed or when but I’m exhausted. Deep down I know what I really am, part of me doesn’t want to make her suffer. Frankly though, maybe settling isn’t so bad considering her past history. I want to c** hard, and make my ego feel magificent. Nothing more, I’m sorry, but someone needs to serve this purpose.
