Im only 15, but I loved my best friend for 3 years…he said he loved me too…but then a month or so after that, he started dating another girl. She and i eventually became friends, but, because he’s an idiot and can’t make up his mind he would tell me how much he wants me and that he can’t decide between the two of us. Since then, he’s very clearly decided her, but, ever since they were dating, he would sext me and beg for pictures…I wish i could say I respected myself enough to never do it, but one day, he made me feel so special and i just did…things have gotten worse. To the point of him coming over and playing with my chest…kissing me…putting his hands down my pants…grinding on me and now he wants me to touch him, even though he’s already touched himself in front of me… I don’t know why i ever let it get to this point…and when i would send him pictures, he promised me he’d delete them… He’s grounded now, because his parents found out how intimate he’s been with his gf, they went through his phone and found pictures of me…the ones he said he’d delete…i just wanna go die in a hole. Im so angry with him but too petrified to do anything either…i feel like i can’t trust anyone anymore, let alone myself…
