Maybe your right, I always get this crazy every July because of what it means for me…. G******* it I just almost ruined our relationship confessing to you everything I had done because I was so hammered I had lost any and all self control, and then I went off and I just did it again. I’m so sorry, I really am.. I feel so horrible and stupid for making the same mistake again.. I am scaring myself now because I don’t feel like I’m in control anymore.. I am in so much pain that I just want to dull it and laugh for awhile so I drink, but now I’m drinking so much that I simply don’t remember anymore.
I’m going to change starting today for you, for us, for me.
