• 7 years ago
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I’ve been having random breakdowns these last few weeks. I have to teach and watch over my sister because my dad is in another country, my step mom works everyday full day, and I’m here watching this child for them (I take care if her 4 hrs a day which is not that much but…. um…) I’m a teenager, 13, I know I inspire my sister do many things but I’ve been having a fear of her bcoming better than me. Even if she is super super younger than I am. I started hating the fact that I inspire her to do the things I enjoy. I know this sounds greedy, or selfish but I have to accept the way I really feel. I hate it, I always scold myself that its wrong but it ends up making me feel worse. I love yet hate my poor little sister. I understand someone is always going to be better than I will ever be, but I want to lead my little sister and inspire her to be great but not as great as me 😉 (I know selfish and greedy) but I came here to just… vomit this all out lol bye.

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