I am uncontrollably jealous. It makes me act irrationally and controlling. It’s coming from some very dark place of insecurity, I suppose. Years of being cheated on and physically and emotionally abused. I have a really good guy and I’m afraid I’m going to drive him away. Jealous of his ex wife. Jealous of girls he was talking to right before we started dating. How do you stop these feelings? What can I do? I’m so ashamed to admit it to any of our friends. To anyone really. Everyone will judge me and think I’m pathetic. Maybe I am….but I don’t want everyone to know my personal business.
