• 7 years ago
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I’m in a long distance relationship for almost 3 years.. I proudly claimed to be truly in love with her and stayed loyal to her. I’m a fashion design student so it is quite obvious to be surrounded by girls and I do have many female friends but never did I do anything which would question my loyalty…
But since last few months I am developing feelings for my best friend.. And I think I genuinely feel for her.. She understands me much better and i find myself much comfortable with her.. I was in a guilt trip.. That I shouldn’t have developed feelings for someone else when I already had a girl who loves me truly..
When I was already guilty about it.. Something happened yesterday which made my life even more difficult..
I have an another good friend of mine and she trusted me to the fullest.. Many a times we have stayed together at night for our college assignments and we have shared our bed.. Nothing actually happens between us.. She trusted me that nothing of such sort would happen between us.. But yesterday.. While sleeping.. I don’t know how I got carried away and initiated something which she didn’t like.. Now she’s not talking to me and she said she never expected such behavior from me.

I feel totally broken right now.. What kind of a person I have turned into.. Probably there no one in this world as bad as me..
How can I be so.. So.. I’m not getting a word to describe myself.. It is probably the worst ever word..
I have a lovely loving girlfriend.. I claim to have genuine feelings for my best friend.. And here I am.. Spoiling things between someone who trusted me..
I clearly have no idea what to do..
I don’t deserve any one.. My girlfriend, my best friend.. Or anyone.. I’m just a b******.. Nothing less

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