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Remember me? I am the guy who was sick of his computer screen glow.

I have a lot of alcohol in my blood. I was at a friend’s place with some new people. We were having fun on Singstar and Guitar Hero. There was this girl there who kept “tet7sahar fiye.”

I was drinking, we all were. I went to her later that evening, in private, and told her that i think that’s she’s one hot chick and that i can’t believe i am talking to her so confidently.

I see myself as average looking. I told her that it was nice that i was able to be confident around a hot chick and she was flattered.

Of course I’m too much of a coward to just grab her and kiss her. So i get closer, plant a kiss on her cheek and thank her for not letting me kiss her, for not getting me into trouble.

I am thinking about her now. She is still this hot chick i meat last night but something in her is making me lose my sleep. I think i like her.

The problem is that i love my girlfriend. Do i really love my girlfriend or is it just the fact that i’m used to her?

Anyway, i thought i’d share this with you.
Tonight, i met a beautiful girl, and instead of being akward and shy in front of her, i was honest with her. I told her that i was glad to talk to a girl that was out of my league.

And she said she’s happy that she’s talking to a guy out of her league too 🙂

I am happy. It’s been so long.

I love you all


All Comments

  • That’s a great boost to your self-esteem. What happened before was only a temporary low. Life has it’s high’s and low’s. But you have a girlfriend. It’s not fair to her for you to be kissing and meeting new girls every night. What do you plan on doing about that?

    Anonymous November 27, 2010 10:22 am Reply
  • Yes it was a good boost.

    I’m not planning on doing anything. I did not get her number nor added her on Facebook, and she knows I have a girlfriend.

    But I’m still very uncomfortable, feeling something weird I can’t explain. I really want to see her again.


    Anonymous November 27, 2010 12:39 pm Reply
  • Yeah, I know how you feel. New girl, new personality, new possibilities. It all comes down to you on whether or not you’re going to act on those feelings.

    Anonymous November 27, 2010 1:11 pm Reply
  • How can I still be thinking of her?

    Anonymous November 27, 2010 10:14 pm Reply

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