22-06-09(15:55:44)

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I’m in love.
It’s scaring the hell out of me, because I never believed in love.
Plus having a boyfriend is not easily accepted in my country, and my society.
My mom found out.
Twice.
She went crazy both times.
I told her I’d leave him.
I’m not planning to.
I lost my mother’s trust, and I think a bit of her love.
I sneak him in my house every few days. Not a single soul knows about this, except for me and him. If word got out, I’d probably be arrested, plus my family’s name and honor would ‘go down the toilet’.
I’m risking a lot, I know this.
But so is he.
His father is extremely religious, and would never go for it.
I want to get married, and I truly hope that he does too.
What Am I To Do?
I Love Him <3

All Comments

  • hello! I’m your neighbor downstairs… Not in reality, but on this website. I am going through a very different and yet somehow similar situation. It’s tough, it’s very though but only time will tell what your fate is. You should always remember this: Life is so short. If you spend your lifetime trying to satisfy everyone else’s opinions and stance, you might as well be dead. They have lived their lives and they’ve been through other types of difficulties I’m sure. But I just don’t think it’s fair that they’ve been through those troubles and keep on imposing them on others. In any case, if you want to talk know that there is always someone there to comfort you. Count me in for a start if you’d like… It would be much easier if you communicate with others in your country who are going through the same situation as you are. I wish you good luck my friend!!

    Anonymous June 23, 2009 4:42 am Reply
  • I know you! <3

    Anonymous July 16, 2009 3:17 am Reply
  • HUN LISTEN TO ME YOU NEED TO STOP BEFORE YOU THEY FOUND OUT CUZ IF U CONTINUED THEY WILL ONE WAY OR ANOTHER,AND IF HE REALLY LOVES YOU BACK WHY THE FUCK HE CANT PROPOSE OR SOMETHING! yes you have powerfull felings but sometimes we have to act with our minds

    Anonymous September 29, 2009 4:18 pm Reply
  • let him ask for ur hand in marriage..

    Anonymous September 30, 2009 12:32 pm Reply
  • Well, how old are you? In your culture, will you eventually move out of home? Because when(if) that day comes, you’ll be free to choose to be who you want to be. I don’t believe ANY kind of god would want you to miss out on love. Even if this guy doesn’t end up being the one, it’s worth doing it. You have to be in control of your own life.

    Anonymous September 30, 2010 9:32 pm Reply

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