• 7 years ago
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Long story short.
Older sister and i were close growing up as well as close in age( her 22 me 21)
Fast forward to being about 8 and 9 almost 9 and 10
I have a vauge memory of being sick home from school together and on the couch my hand ended up almost touching her v***** through her p****** and one thing went somewhere and we were alone enough that she asked to see my p****( aroused and cofused i did) and she sucked it hard fora few long seconds..
Thats all i really remeber and it really took some digging.
Fast forward to her being 11 with hormone imbalences and early developed 38 D Cup. She is almpst 12 and im 8 months from being 11and with our parents being separated from a young age we ended up at dads house and he needed to go get groceries and i said ill stay home. My sister then said she was gonna stay too and sleep. He left im sitting playing video games about 3 feet from my sister with her back facing me. As soon as he was gone she sat up and asked if the door and the screen were locked so i checked and locked them both and turned to walk towards her. And she said those word wanna play something with me. I dont think she had malicious intent. We were curious. So i said sure and she pulled my pants down with my boxers and said im gonna be your servent that has to do whatever you say. We had no idea what we werw doing but i ended up with her spread eagle complely n*** sucking on her wet p****. We stopped after about 45 intense minutes of forplay before my unmatured p**** coudnt stay hard. Memory is blurry after that. Fast forward to her being 14 living in sparks while i moved with my mom to her new husbands house in carson.We never spoke a single word about it ever again. But when i hit puberty and started having wet dreams and thing like that i found myself remebering that day at dads and getting instantly erect…at first i was disgusted but ive made my peace with that. I still have dreams of her and fatasize about what i would of done different and i find myself with no regret other than still wanting to f*** her.

Fast forward to now she is 5foot 4 inches 190lbs to maybe 220 lbs. chubby but still slim. 36 DD. Lesbo Bisexual with short dyed hair and tattoos and percings. Im 6 foot 150 lbs medium muscle tone with a 8 inch c*** when hardest. I cant keep going with out closure and i really want to show her what a c*** is supposed to do to her. Heard through closed door that the only boyfriend she ever slept with was asian with like 3 inches. When i was 16 visiting her and dad in sparks i stole her thong to smell.

I try to peice together how i would do it but
I want to make sure that she doesnt have bad feelings like she scarred me or anything because its quite the opposite… but i also find myself wanting to be truthful about how i felt and still feel. Like i said i know its wrong but i have made my peace with my feelings and im not ashamed. Please no judgmental replies. Need advice

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