06-11-09(14:24:48)

i met a guy recently and we were in touch for about 4 month…when i first met him i thought his got a very strong personality… we went out a few times and he kept ignoring me he used to call me once every 2 or 3 weeks …. i knew he was the type of guy who wants to hit and run…he has alot going on for him…everytime we meet he never used to make me feel good about my self once he said am not ready for a relationship or even get married lets just keep it light and date casualy, he used to say the most hurtfull things to me..untill after 3 month of leading me on he said by the way i have to have an arranged marriage….he said ur an amazing girl and thousand guys would wish to be with u…day by day i kept having strong feelings for him and getting attached….how could i ever be in love with a total jerk and hurtfull person..he never cared about me never realy cared to call or even pick me up…untill one night i gave in to him and i started showing him how i feel that was 4 month when he finaly got what he wanted from me…he was travelling and came back and never thought of calling me untill i called him and that was the end of it he had the coldest tone with me how he cant provide me the relationship i deserve and that his going tomorrow to travel and have an arranged marriage again he said what do u want from with me any man would wish to be with you….for 4 month he treated me so bad and said the most hurtfull things to me i was sooo hurt and wanted my ravange i wrote all over his wall on facebook about where his going and that he has no personality and controled by his parents..it was wrong from me to even think for one second to speak to him all this time..he was angry turned it all around and made it look like its all my fault and told me not to contact him again…i was CRUSHED ….i felt rejected i felt i was nothing to him..i never thought of doing the facebook think but it was just out of being hurt and it was a reaction to all the things he was saying and doing to me the whole time…. i never felt soo hurt i know my mistake was i shouldnt have fell for such hurtfull and heartless person.

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